don't regret this life...

Remix stories are due tomorrow night and I finally figured out what I want to write. I started a few different things, kept going back and forth on a few stories, and then decided on one, but I sorta talked myself out of it. The idea I had was all about a character that I just can't seem to get a grip on. Honestly, I blame all the amazing writers out there. So many people do that specific character justice and I fear I would just suck.

And I don't want to suck when I'm writing a story for someone else.

Okay, I never want to suck, but sometimes, it happens. I turn into McGhee from NCIS, except I don't shred, just highlight and delete from Word.

But so, I reread this story today on my lunch and suddenly I had an idea.

And it's something I never thought about writing and maybe tackling a huge challenge twenty four hours before it's due isn't my best idea, but I have notes, people. And if I can get the tone down, I think this will be really good.

So pray that I get the tone. It all goes back to that not wanting to suck thing.

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Between notes on the story and some personal universe writing with larah33, I totally made my goal of 200 words and then some. Woo-hoo.

Now if only I could cross some of the many things of my fannish to-do list. I would just be so damn happy.

But taxes are done and I have no big plans this weekend (the boy cancelled on me to work - he's so lucky my lazy self can understand love of job) and I'm actually (::fingers crossed::) feeling good...so aside from some errands tomorrow, I want to get a bunch of writing/reading/random things done that I've been putting off.

Because there are a few million things to do and cricketkate sent me her requests for the three stories for Sweet Charity, so I should at least try to work on one of those.

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Alrighty, off to try to catch up on friends list as much as I can before Real Time with Bill Maher and then I'll most likely collapse in bed.

Ciao darlings!

Supernatural Friday Five - Week 27

The Supernatural Friday Five (spn_fridayfive) – Week 27:

1. What's the quality you admire the most about your favourite S2 guest star?

I love that despite how much Ava doesn’t want to be considered crazy or get caught up in some huge drama, she can’t ignore her chance to save someone. She had moxy man! And she was so cute!

2. In the last few scenes of In My Time of Dying, John tells Dean "the secret" before leaving the room. If the boys had known that their father was going to die, what do you think they would have said to him beforehand?

Good god. Sam would’ve wanted to say “goodbye” and would probably regret all their fighting. I’m not sure how Dean would react…because would Dean know *why* John was dying? I think he would be so furious that I don’t think he and his dad would’ve even been able to have the semi-moment they do where John tells him all those things Dean really needed to hear (though I think it all got lost after the secret was dropped). But yeah, I just can’t see Dean sitting there, okay with what his father did.

3. Post the one S2 screencap that is the most meaningful to you.



cap from marishna

4. Madison or Ava? Ava

5. Recommend one or two drabbles in this fandom you've really enjoyed. (Please include which pairings if applicable.)

It’s a Wonderful Sam by lunarknightz

See Through You by dragonsinger

**And I didn’t just enjoy these because they were written for me, I swear.