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tommygirl ([personal profile] tommygirl) wrote2005-11-09 12:59 pm

Enduring the Quiet - Jared/Jensen RPS

Because I have an illness and the boys are too hot. Below is some RPS (real person Slash) for Supernatural. So if you don't like RPF or slash, this is not the ficlet for you. Pass right on by and avoid telling me how awful I am for partaking in the RPF.

Title: Enduring the Quiet
Author: Tommygirl/[livejournal.com profile] storydivagirl
Pairing: Jared/Jensen RPS
Rating: R
A/N: This is NOT real. I don't know Jared or Jensen (Oh, how I wish I did) and comes from the boyslashy section of my brain. It's also written for [livejournal.com profile] 15minuteficlets's word challenge # 129. Not properly beta'd, but feedback is always appreciated.



word # 129 - silence



It’s funny to Jensen how silent Jared gets before an emotional scene lately. Usually, Jared spends his time listening to loud music, singing along badly, and trying to beat Jensen on the basketball courts (something that has yet to happen, thankyouverymuch). Usually, Jared is the type of guy that is sheer force and about the moment and burning excess energy.

Now, these scenes that they shoot where the brothers are dealing with emotions...it changes Jared into some peapod version of himself, and Jensen can’t figure out why. Maybe it’s because the longer this goes on, the more people will wonder if the two of them think of the other like that – do you two feel like brothers – and, well, most brothers don’t enjoy sneaking into the other’s trailer and making out until there are bruises on the other’s lips. Jensen knows it's weirded him out from time to time, but he tries not to focus on that too much. He thinks about Jared as though he's someone Jensen's just met and couldn't get enough of. Male, female, whatever.

But it seems Jared is still too new to things - work, hooking up with other men, life in general - and Jensen knows it's affecting him. And that means it affecting both of them.

Instead of the usual hyperness that Jensen's grown fond of, it’s silence. Jensen doesn’t know what to make of that, how to feel when he’s surrounded by it. It’s why he became an actor for chrissakes, because silence is too much and he likes to fill every second with life – work, sports, fucking, whatever as long as it’s something.

“What’s up, man?” Jared asks, ducking his head in the door of Jensen’s trailer.

Now this is something he’s familiar with. It’s a routine by now.

Jensen drops the extra Playstation controller and says, “About to kick your ass at hockey.”

Jared rolls his eyes, but slips into the trailer and takes a seat in one fluid motion. He sits close to Jensen, so close that he can feel the heat coming off Jared’s skin and it takes all Jensen’s control to let the scene play out like it normally does. After all, he is a creature of habit – why go and muck things up when the outcome will be so enjoyable anyway?

After a few minutes of quiet as Jensen’s team kicks Jared’s ass across the virtual rink, Jared turns to face Jensen and says, “Sometimes I think I like the scenes with the bugs more than the other stuff.”

Jensen shrugs. Not sure what to say because, quite frankly, he could live without the bugs and the gore and the ongoing nightmares about the hookman eviscerating him. But it’s all in the job, so he deals with it. After all, there are plenty of perks to make up for it, and plenty of things that he does love.

Jared doesn’t seem to care that he doesn’t answer and continues, “It’s just…you and I get along really well.”

“That’s one word for it.”

Jared rolls his eyes again and says, “I’m serious. It’s like we fall into our characters’ roles off the screen too.”

Jensen stops playing and turns to meet Jared’s gaze. He reaches over, forcefully, not caring if his forehead slams into Jared’s or he pulls at his hair, and presses his lips against Jared’s. Not particularly romantic or even sexy, but it does the trick. Jared shifts his body until he’s on top of Jensen, increasing the pressure with each kiss.

Jensen pulls back for a minute and says, “Definitely not our characters.”

“I would hope not.”

“Is that what all the silent treatments have been about lately? Worried that—“

“—I don’t know what I’m worried about.”

Jensen nods. He doesn’t understand really, but he doesn't care. It doesn’t matter in the moment. All that matters is that Jared is there, running his tongue along his neck and collarbone, and that things feel…right. Like they have since the day they met and disappeared for drinks and a quickie in the back of a freaking Volvo. If enduring brooding and silence and whatever else the young actors of Hollywood are expected to feel is part of it, well, he’ll deal.

His hands move along Jared's body, enjoying the groans Jared makes with each stroke. He fixes his gaze on Jared's and knows that they both still want this as much as they did that first night. That whatever is going on in Jared's head, it doesn't seem to have changed the energy between them.

Jensen grins and says, "This is you and me. Not Dean and Sam." And that's all he has time to say before Jared's kissing him again.

{Fin}

[identity profile] supernaturalhel.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 10:16 am (UTC)(link)
Wow.
Well that was...wow.
*fans self*
my first exploration into RPS.
well worth it.
oh wow.
*reads again*
*bookmarks page*
I'm never going to watch them i the same light ever. Jolly good ;)

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
Hee.

Glad you liked it.

I just couldn't resist. They're both...I might not be able to go with incest myself, but I can have fun still. hee.

[identity profile] estrella30.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
I love you.

I just - I love these boys SO MUCH IT HURTS. and this is WONDERFUL!

yay!

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you! I'm glad you liked it! And I'm right there with you with the love for these boys. I love dean and sam, I love Jensen and Jared...I just LOVE.

[identity profile] minotaurs.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 11:23 am (UTC)(link)
Can't comment. Am ded of the squee. You have kilt me ded. Of squee.

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
::revives for more squee::

hopefully that kilt me ded was a good feeling!

[identity profile] picara.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I LOVE you and want to have your babies! God. I have been wanting RPS for this fandom. Thank you so much!

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Why thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed it and that other people appreciate THE HOT of those two. hee.

[identity profile] staceey.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
This was in a word...HOT! Loved it. =D

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you very much! I wasn't sure how it would come out, so I'm glad others are enjoying it!

[identity profile] staceey.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 12:14 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome. But ya gotta write more RPS between these guys. Please?! :)

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry. I already started a piece today at work, so hopefully I'll finish it tonight...though this one I'm going to get beta'd first (to keep people's eyes from bleeding. hee)

[identity profile] staceey.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I absolutely can not wait! =D

[identity profile] vylit.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
That is crazy hot. GUH.

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! Really, it's just the hotness of the boys at work. I could no longer resist the pull.

[identity profile] stone-princess.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah, baby. That's what I'm talkin' about. Good stuff!! Thanks for sharing!!

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-10 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for commenting! I'm glad you liked it - there's just something about hot boys I can't resist!

[identity profile] joyfulgirl41.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes!! I've been saying that there needs to be some yummyhot RPS with them! And here it is!!! *guh* Thank you!!

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-10 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, those two boys wouldn't leave my brain alone until I wrote it. So I just decided to go for it and am glad others are enjoying it too!

[identity profile] julissak01.livejournal.com 2005-11-09 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
GUH. And, um, YES.

*loves on you*

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-10 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
*basks in the love* Hee.

[identity profile] fansprez.livejournal.com 2005-11-10 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Mmmmmm...

Nothing like a non fat latte, plain bagel, and Je/Ja RPS to start the day. It's going to be a good day!

Thank you for writing and sharing it! :)

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-10 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds like you're having a good start to a day. Thanks for the comment - it's fun sharing the hotness, or making the boys share the hotness with each other. Take your pick. Hee.

[identity profile] nevcolleil.livejournal.com 2005-11-11 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Awesome :D Very well done. *happy sigh* Jensen/Jared rps. I was waiting for it to pop up.

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-12 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you very much! I just couldn't resist my evil imagination any longer. hee.

[identity profile] iykwim.livejournal.com 2005-11-12 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
AWESOME job! I can TOTALLY hear their voices while reading it!!

*sigh* so many hot boys... so little time...

Hope you don't mind that I friend you so as not to miss anymore journeys into the RPS-ness! :)

[identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com 2005-11-12 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I'm so happy you enjoyed it and that I didn't mess it up too badly (always have those worries when writing in a new fandom, especially something RPS) But yes, way too many hot boys, but really Jensen owns my soul at the moment. Heh.

And friend away! I love more friends!

[identity profile] 1shotjunkie.livejournal.com 2006-05-11 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
lkshg;hsd;gkjfg

GUUH.

[identity profile] zenamydog.livejournal.com 2006-05-15 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Enjoyed that! Thanks!

jensen/jared

[identity profile] kadiri.livejournal.com 2006-06-19 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
oh.my.god!! i love you!!! please keep writing! *looks at key board* damnit, my keyboard short circuted from the hottness! see ya!