i've lost my mojo...

Oh fandom muse, why have you abandoned me? The last few days, which is probably a good thing for my original writing (as I've completed more in the past week in original work than I did for all of July), I haven't been able to produce anything decent within any of the fandoms I love.

And I have an O.C. Missing Scene story due in a few days that hasn't even been started--may have to write and ask for a short extension, which I hate doing, but for the life of me, I can't write it. And there is also the Multi Fandom Soap Opera Cliché Challenge due date which is quickly approaching (September 6th) and my story isn’t done for that either. Oh why do I do these things to myself?

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Why can’t Ryan and Greenlee simply get together already? They’ve got such great chemistry. I loathe Kendall and Ryan together—and wish she would just go away. She serves no purpose to me.

And I realize that I love Greenlee and therefore get way attached to things that happened to her. The same way I used to be about Brenda on General Hospital…and maybe I take my love of soap opera characters too seriously, but what can I do?

I want Greenlee with Ryan because he’s the first guy since Leo left/died that she has any real chemistry with and possibilities…Le sigh.

( some meanderings about who I think Zach is on All My Children and possible spoilers if I turn out to be right )

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My co-worker gave me an Orlando Bloom throw blanket for my birthday, sticking with the Orlando Bloom theme she created last year (last year was life-size orli cut out).

My sister will just love what it adds to our apartment decor, I'm sure.