writing is the devil!

oh writing muse, you fickle fiend! Where have you gone? I've done about as much procrastinating as I can today - I went to Target to get the last of my materials for the holidays (why does wrapping paper cost more than a dollar? It's a crime!), I watched collateral, I took a nap...now I really need to finish my story.

But I can't seem to write anything decent. I keep deleting because it's terrible. I don't want this to be terrible.

Dammit.

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Last weekend before Christmas and I'm so far from being ready. Though after Wednesday of this week, I'm on vacation and that I can't wait for. I need a vacation. I need to get away from work for awhile - I feel like I live there sometimes. That's not that healthy, especially since I'm not terribly in love with my job.

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Collateral was surprisingly good. Did not expect that as Tom Cruise tends to frighten me to my core - that's right. I can't forgive him for Magnolia. It was too upsetting. I enjoyed the movie. I enjoyed Javier Bardem, my Spanish hottie, the most. Gah. I love him. And he looked good - unlike Mar Adentro, where he doesn't look so good (but is fabulous and wonderful) - as did Mark Ruffalo.

And now I will pop in some Farscape, maybe cook some frozen pizza, and attempt to finish this story. I must to do it.

Ciao.