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Title: Damn the Consequences
Author: [livejournal.com profile] storydivagirl
Fandom: Lost, Jack/Sawyer
A/N: Written for the latest challenge at [livejournal.com profile] 15minuteficlets. As usual, I am the worst title creator in all the world. Also, this hasn't been beta'd and I really am a tease. Feedback always appreciated. Enjoy.



Word # 122 = acceptance

**

Jack has spent the better part of the past fifteen minutes trying to disentangle himself from Sawyer's body and convince himself that it was a one time thing. Didn't mean anything. Men and their sex drives and natural instinct. He was a doctor and surely there was a scientific reason for what had happened. After all, he doesn't even like Sawyer.

There has to be some sort of explanation - full moon, sun spots, Kate driving them both to distraction - that puts it in logical terms. It doesn't compute otherwise and Jack survives by forcing things to make sense. A part of him knows that he should’ve foreseen this development, the bad boy has always been his Achilles heel, while the rest of him teeters back and forth between ecstatic and disgusted with the new status of their relationship.

Though relationship might be too strong a word. Like everything between them, it's more complicated than that - lingering in the vast unknown between one time thing and committment rings. Jack decides it's best to think of it as two men lost on an island in need of...something. Something, it seems, that they have been unable to get from any one else. Something that has been building between the two of them since their first interaction.

Jack gently moves away from a slumbering Sawyer, noticing that even in his dreams Sawyer has a smirk on his face, and props himself up against a tree. He stares up at the early morning sky. The last remnants of night are battling with the early orange of the sun coming into view and the air smells of rain. Wherever they are, it sure does rain a lot there lately, so much that the official reason for his excursion with Sawyer was to find higher land that was still somewhat safe.

Sawyer...Jack can still taste him on his lips – a mix of mango and fish and something he can’t quite put his finger on – and feel the ghosts of his hands roaming over his chest and down. It takes all his will power not to wake Sawyer up and see about going another round.

No, this is definitely not a one-time thing. A least not from his point of view. Jack wants more, a constant consummation of Sawyer’s skin and heat. He wants to forgo the damn responsibility crown that was tossed at his feet and disappear into the forest for hours at a time with possibly the most infuriating man he has ever known. He wants Sawyer to wake up, cock his head at him, and offer up one of his stupid comments.

Jack sighs, a small attempt at covering up the groan forming in his throat. He glances in Sawyer’s direction and quietly moves back over to the makeshift bed they had created out of their strewn clothes and grass. He runs a finger down Sawyer’s arm.

“I was wonderin’ when you were going to finally take initiative, doc.”

Jack was torn between rolling his eyes and kissing him. Apparently, he decides to go with the obvious. “You’re awake.”

“It looks that way.”

“Maybe we should discuss...” Jack’s voice trails off, or more likely stops working, as Sawyer sits himself up at an angle that shows off his body in perfect detail, almost as though he positioned himself purposely like that to elicit a reaction. He tilts his head to the side, grins, and pulls Jack toward him.

“I’m not much for talking.”

“Unless it’s to annoy me.”

Jack closes his eyes as Sawyer pins him down on the ground, his hands – rough to the touch – roaming along his sides. The hands stop and his tongue takes over. Traversing the plains of his chest, along his collarbone, and up his neck. Jack’s legs give out against the feel of Sawyer’s scruff and arrogant smile.

“You like that, doc?”

Jack doesn’t answer, simply pulls Sawyer closer to him in reply. He allows all logic to disappear with the last of the night. There’s enough to worry about on the island without adding this to the list. Instead, he’s going to do something new. He’s going to enjoy the moment and accept whatever consequences come later.

{Fin}

Date: 2005-09-06 09:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] larah33.livejournal.com
Woot! Very hot! Yay for your writing! *confetti*

Date: 2005-09-06 09:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thanks! I decided to force myself to do an exercise just to write something. But I'm glad you liked it.

And yes, I just find the two of them so hot that I must share!

Date: 2005-09-06 09:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halfdutch.livejournal.com
Mmmmm, nice! Non-smutty smut. ;-D And you used the word "cock" in a non-sexual way, LOL.

And wow, written in 15 mins? Impressive.

Date: 2005-09-06 12:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed it...and non-smutty smut is about all I can write - I'm just bad at anything more. Like to read it, but just can't write it well.

And I didn't even notice that use of "cock" - hehehe.

Thanks again!

Date: 2005-09-06 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] invisiblelove.livejournal.com
Yum, loved it. Very well written :)

Date: 2005-09-06 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it! And there is something yummy about those two!

Date: 2005-09-06 01:39 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] poisontaster
Really solid. It doesn't read at all like something you came up with in 15m.

Date: 2005-09-06 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thank you and that's definitely good that it doesn't read as too unbeta'd - I guess sometimes the muse can take over. hee.

Thanks again!

Date: 2005-09-06 04:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] robette-wild.livejournal.com
I loved it! This was great, especially considering you wrote it in fifteen minutes. Jack can sometimes really get on my nerves, but I like this Jack. He seems .. normal. He's thinking about the 'problem', but not angsting over it and beating himself up. And Sawyer is just, well, perfectly Sawyer. Except more naked than usual. :)

Hehe, you said 'cock'. *is five year old* XD

Date: 2005-09-06 05:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thanks dude! See, I've always loved Jack, but I do see how he can annoy others...and I think that's why the whole dynamic with Sawyer appeals to me - because they're so different, and I think they both sort of wish they were more like the other one.

Oh, and very hot!

Date: 2005-09-06 08:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zenana7.livejournal.com
Short, sweet, and oh so just right.

"Sawyer's scruff" -- mmm-hmmm...

Date: 2005-09-08 06:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Oh, I love his scruff...he's just...that much hotter with it. Hee.

And glad you liked it! Thank you for the comment!

Date: 2005-09-07 11:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com
GUH!

*luffs*

Oh, thankyouthankyou. :D

Date: 2005-09-08 06:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
You're welcome! Glad you liked it! Hee. I am to be a tease of sorts with the Jack/Sawyer and let the imagination do the rest.

Date: 2005-09-07 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nehellania.livejournal.com
Well you put those fifteen minutes to extremely good use. I'm really impressed. Nice job!

Date: 2005-09-08 06:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it. Now, if only every fifteen minutes of writing was so productive.

Date: 2005-09-10 08:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dreamer46-fics.livejournal.com
Very enjoyable. I'll never watch 'Lost' the same way again. [g]

Date: 2005-09-16 05:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thank you! And trust me, it's much more enjoyable reading into the looks between Jack and Sawyer. Okay, it makes it hotter. Hee.

Date: 2005-09-11 06:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] luzdeestrellas.livejournal.com
guh.

So hot, and I don't hugely like Jack normally (well, in the six or so episodes I've seen this far. *G*)

I love the dialogue, too.

Date: 2005-09-16 05:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] storydivagirl.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it...and that seems to be a frequent thing, where people don't really care for Jack so much - but my Party of Five love means that I will love any Matthew Fox character no matter what. Hee.

But thanks again!

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