Here I Am

So when writing the Jsquared, I have a tendency to make Jared the pursuer, the one calling the shots. So I'm attempting something a little bit different this time around in my self-dubbed "Jensen Likes to Shag His Co-stars" piece, but it feels weird to me. As if my self is saying, "Self, Jared is totally the one in control. Jensen is all la-dee-da, I'm so hot and Jared is hot, but it would be weird to fuck your only real co-star...but Jared wants to be fucked, dammit, so Jared has to take control if he ever wants anything to actually happen."

And then I think, "Self, you think about this crap way too much for it to be healthy."

And to this the boy often replies, "Yeah, I'm not sure if I should be worried about your sanity." And then he pauses and replies, "Do you really think they're fucking each other?"

Here's to hoping.

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Continuing with my theme of strange Supernatural dreams that do not lead to me seeing Dean shirtless...

Dean and Sam were battling this demon who could control universes and all of a sudden Dean ends up on Moya from Farscape and gets dragged into their shennagins. All the while battling with his new crewmates because they don't believe in ghosts and then he points at them and is like, "Yeah, well, I didn't believe in aliens. We're both wrong."

And so he tries to get back to his hunting and to Sam because he's freaked out about Sam being on his own. But finally sort of gives up and has to hope for the best and embraces his life on Moya...

Only to end up sucked back through *another* wormhole while fighting a nasty scarran...so then he's fighting the thing and someone shouts, "get out of the way." And he's "What the frell is going on?" And he looks and it's his father and Sam. And they all just stare at each other, but can't do anything because the Scarran tackles Dean and he's got to kill the thing and yeah, I woke up.

Maybe I shouldn't keep watching Supernatural right before I go to bed. It would also be best to probably stop making a list of all the shows that SPN can be crossed with (but really that's for the upcoming ficathon I plan to run next month...really. yeah...)

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Meanwhile with all these RPS and SPN bunnies, Chris from Charmed is feeling neglected. He's whining and being unruly and trying to remind me that I have 96 more fics to write for fanfic100 all about him. And I still love him. I mean, he's one half of my original favorite brother duo and nobody brings the angst quite like Chris...but Dean and Sam are so pretty and wonderful...and the writers for SPN seem to go inside my head and give me just what I want. Whereas Charmed writers take what you like about the show and destroy it beyond saving and cackle in your face.

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Oh, and I signed up, like a crazy person to write 20 Jensen Ackles RPS stories for philosophy_20. I couldn't resist. I have a problem.

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Finally, the sister and I watched Cutting Edge 2 on the Tivo last night. Oh my god. So very cheesy and gay and dude I think I loved it in the same way that I love From Justin to Kelly...that I put it on and laugh and laugh...but really, Kate and Doug are not old enough to have a daughter competing in the 2006 Olympicss...and don't they find it out that their daughter is repeating history by having the same sort of thing happen to her with her partner? (Including the love declaration right before the long skate at the Olympics...) Craziness.

Alrighty...I should go do some work and write.

Ciao.

Dudes!

So scribblinlenore did the "you provide the title and I'll provide a summary" meme and me being cracked and knowing that she shared a love of the dirty!bad!wrong!hot! RPS gave her this title "The Absolutely True Adventures of the WB Stars Male Orgy..."

And she created brilliance. Brilliance that I think should be expanded on. Heh.

So check it out because it had me laughing like a crazy person:

http://scribblinlenore.livejournal.com/256095.html?thread=5184351#t5184351

I may or may not have started a five kisses piece for pearl_o's challenge that revolves around Jensen Ackles making out with various costars of his. Damn you, Jensen. You own my brain and I'd like it back. Okay, you don't have to give it back, but you *must* come shovel away snow and rake leaves shirtless.

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( Supernatural squee... )

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Speaking of Supernatural, today is the last day to sign up for the Gen Brothers Fiction Challenge! I know a lot of you on my friends list love the show AND write fic! So go sign up!

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My throat is killing me, but I will troop through the last hour of work.

And then tonight is Sawyer-centric Lost.

Okay, slowly, but surely managing to get all my writing obligations completed. I'm a little behind still, but hopefully I can get caught up. But my Female Gen Ficathon piece is in the hands of my beta and I'm hoping to churn out my SGA Bad Summary thing tonight...so that leaves me tomorrow to do my Supernatural Santa story (I started one that's gotten away from me and it won't be done - so now it's back to the proverbial drawing board) and then this weekend I'll finish up my bubbleficathon piece so that's done before the final deadline.

Eep!

I was doing good there for awhile getting things done ahead of time, but apparently I only work best if I'm very close to the deadline and absolutely nutters!

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In case you're interested, the finished results of the Pretty Lights RPS Ficathon. Someone wrote me wonderful Ewan/Hayden and I wrote someone...

You'll have to wait and see.

But I don't think it turned out too shabby, thanks muchly to iamtheenemy and ladybug218.

If you like RPS, go read and feedback. There's many fandoms represented - Brokeback Mountain, Supernatural, SGA...lots good RPS happiness!

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I'm slowly getting caught up on all the work I missed while I was out. I came in yesterday and nearly died do to the way my in-box files were bending under the huge pile of shit for me to do.

So I should probably get back to that pile.

Later my friends!