Here I Am

Why must work and life be so crazy at the same time that I'm struggling with my writing? I've gone through two drafts of my bubbleficathon (which was due over a week ago and I'm not usually this late and I feel so bad) and it's utter crap. I refuse to give someone a crappy story, especially a late, crappy story. And I know most of it is probably all my own machinations. I'm overthinking and over-editing until I just want to scream and/or delete what I have.

::deep, calming breathes::

Oh, I shall beat this story into submission with a shot gun of rock salt if I have to.

**

Because of said troubles above, I'm almost positive that I will not be finished a draft in time for SPN Big Bang. Getting pneumonia/work insanity/writing woes just don't aid the telling of a 20,000 word story. That said...I still do want to write the WIANSB episode of SPN from Sam's perspective, so that will get done at some point.

**

Onto good news...I had a follow up appointment with the doctor today and my lungs are finally clear! My pneumonia is gone! I have to wait another few weeks before I'm allowed to exercise and such, but after the relapse and stress of the whole situation, it's nice to know I'm on the road to recovery.

**

I'm behind on friends list and I apologize, but seriously, no free time at the moment. I'm not ignoring y'all. I'm hoping to spend a chunk of my weekend playing around onlline. I miss fandom fun. ::Huggles y'all:: But for now, I'm sleepy, so I shall go watch the results of AI and then sleep.

So I have a few different ideas I can persue for spn_j2_bigbang. I'm hoping to get working on it this weekend. I have a few challenges to work on as well, but I want to at least get a vague idea of what I'm doing and where I'm going...so I come to you, friends list. In the below poll are a few options I've been pondering. Tell me which you like best.

( Fill out my poll! )

**

So I had been thinking about a small support group for friends who are doing Big Bang, a place where we can do chats and encourage each other. I asked the mods of Big Bang and they pointed me in moveablehistory's direction. And she's letting me help her with omgspnbigbang for those participating in Supernatural's Big Bang. Yay to a support network! Yay for a place to share things with others in the same boat.